CHRISTINA'S
NEW AGE TESTIMONY
( NEW AGE ,OCCULT, SPIRITUAL WAREFARE)
NEW AGE TESTIMONY
( NEW AGE ,OCCULT, SPIRITUAL WAREFARE)
My New Age (deception)
story by Christina August 2020
I was raised, as a small child, in a very strict Baptist home and accepted Jesus Christ as my lord and savior at the tender age of 8.
I was fortunate in that my start in life was pretty stable, living with my aunt and uncle, but things changed shortly after my 8th year and life became hard for me, I moved back in with my mother at the age of 9 my parents were divorced and my mother had remarried a man who was less than fond of me, he seemed to target me with unwarranted punishments daily, he was abusive to my mom and sister as well.
I became withdrawn and despondent and by the age of 12 I had begun seeking approval from people outside of my family because I felt unloved and unseen at home. This of course brought more trouble for me and led me further into my feelings of worthlessness and low self-esteem. By the age of 16 I was married and had a child of my own, my husband not much older than me at 17 had difficulties of his own, rebellions with self esteem issues that caused him to be abusive to us some of the time and by the age of age 26 he and I had three children together and the abuse had escalated to the point where I had to leave with my children for our safety.
It was around this time I began messing with a deck of divination cards. By the time I reached my early 30s I was buying new age books and experimenting with out of body experiences, psychic expansion techniques, and my home began to get visitors.
The books I was reading assured me the visitors where lost souls seeking my help, or souls seeking to help me.
My children began reporting ghosts in their room at night watching them sleep, that soon led to them being harassed at night, entities sitting on their chest and waking in episodes of sleep paralysis, and wicked looking creatures flying over their beds at the night taunting them.
I was working several jobs to support myself and my children I was also attending college so my time was limited, this kept my pursuits to a minimal amount until I was in my mid 40s where I found myself with much free time and my focus became much stronger on these new age activities and studies.
I became a certified Reiki practitioner, I was performing crystal and energy clearings and healings, chakra balancing, meditation practices and studying eastern religion, giving tarot card readings and I was just about to start shamanism training. The whole time thinking I was doing good things and working in tandem with God.
I was so sure he had to be very proud of me.
I filled my home with crystals, incense, sage, a healing table I had 30 plus decks of card and all the tools that correlated with this witchy life style I was living. I began ghost hunting, orb photography and recording EVP sessions in my home and the homes of others in efforts to help myself and my family as well as other people rid themselves of haunting and demonic attacks. Even at one time had a small group of ghost hunters working with me.
In the year 2016 on 11/11 we had a stargate gateway opening that day (per astrology) so I set out to achieve all this "love" and "enlightenment" promised by connecting with this gateway.
Shortly after the time 11:11 Something gave me the idea to go and sun gaze through a blue tigers eye crystal out living room window, I began moving the crystal around like I was unlocking a code of some sort, it was very strange, and soon I felt something cork screw into my left eye, right into the eyeball itself, needless to say this scared the crap out of me and stopped me from continuing this practice any further.
A short period of time after this I had symptoms of Kundalini awakening going on inside of me.
I felt great at first like I was emanating a thousand watts of light from my body. All of my body pains vanished, my life long depression seemed to vanish and I threw away my depression medication, I felt more intelligent (I even became a bit cocky about my new found intelligence) shortly after this, maybe a couple of months later, maybe less, it all went really, really bad I became a T.I. meaning a targeted individual, I had cars following me and cutting off or riding my bumper every time I left my house, my home filled up with dark entities and I was under severe psychic attack. These entities they began messing with my grandchildren when they would come over as I provided care for them daily while their mother worked.
I even saw a police car that appeared to be from the 1930s turn on it’s sirens behind me while driving through town one evening, as though it was attempting to pull me over and then it just vanish. My world became very dark, I saw very large dogs being walked all around town, I had 6-7 helicopters flying over my house daily, I had Emergency Medical Vehicle sirens going past my home repeatedly throughout the day mixed with police sirens (all sounding exactly the same as the last).
I had a squirrel squawking at me for hours on end on the telephone pole out in front of my house, day after day.
I could hear birds chirping (at night) like it were daytime right outside my bedroom window.
I felt electric shock being sent to my heart throughout the night, It felt a bit like you would imagine a cattle prod would feel.
I subsequently starting going into Atrial Fibrillation, something had begun targeting my heart, this resulted in surgery and I still have to take medication to this day to keep my heart in rhythm.
I developed terrible insomnia that somehow affected all three people living in my home. I still suffer this and my husband to this day.
I became acutely aware that this place, we call earth, is not what I thought it was all my life and that I was actually surrounded by evil forces working to do us harm.
I became exhausted and beat down and began to fear of my own husband; I subsequently forced him to move out.
My home came alive with evil that scared me so badly I spent 3 days and nights trying to shut of all power to my home, I attempted to block off all mirrors and TV screens that could possibly lend a passageway into my house, I shut of all the electricity and threw out all batteries, any thing I felt these entities could use to manifest into my home I cut all the coaxial cables in the home. I was convinced something was trying to make my heart go out and kill me.
I proceeded to throw out to the trash about 3/4ths of the things in my home, as they now felt evil and nefarious.
I ran around non-stop with very little food or drink and no sleep until I was just broken and exhausted somehow I managed to drive myself to the Emergency Room and passed out in a hospital bed (I didn't tell them the full story of what was taking place because I knew it sounded completely crazy.. They gave me a few pills for anxiety and sent me home.
I called my husband while at the ER and he came back home, I just couldn't do it all alone anymore I felt like I was dying and I needed help really badly, I needed some sense of reality back in my life before I completely lost my mind. I began hearing very large beings walking on my attic floor above me (not possible as its a crawl space attic) I could also hear creatures clawing and scratching inside of my walls, and at my front door (this too was not physically possible)
As time passed the attacks in my home let up gradually and the gang stalking also let up but I still was getting very little sleep, I looked terrible and felt even worse.
I began a two plus year online search trying to figure out what had happened to me.
New age circles called this a spiritual awakening and indeed my story was very similar to many of their stories, during this time period of time I had also heard rumors of Doreen Virtue having defected from new age and converted over to Christianity a period of time later I actually ran across Doreen Testimony on-line.I was completely shocked at how similar her experience was to mine and I began to realize that all of what was happening to me was a result of my having taken up affiliation with Satan and his band of demons, I had no clue as to what I had been involved with in actuality
I began to realize also the reality of the world I was living in and these beings didn’t want to see me wake up and leave the tight grips of satanic practices I had been fooled into emerging myself in.
I have since cleaned my home free of these demonic tools, decorations, and practices and have turned my whole life over to Jesus Christ I am working hard to get rid of what is left here still causing trouble in my home, my cat gets chased and attacked daily in my home still any loud voices or angry attitude can cause it to start up it’s almost like they feed off of it and sometimes it just happens out of the blue or as a result of some type of exposure I am watching on you tube that they don’t want me know.
The insomnia persists still, going on 4 years now but has gotten quite a bit better most nights, and over time.I still find stuff I need to throw out here and there and I have completely changed my life around, all of this, that has happened to me is my own fault for not having taken the time to read my bible and heeding its warnings against all of this type of activity, in several different passages actually, I had no clue….
I do have a shining gem though from my terrible story, that makes my heart so happy.
When I was here alone those 3 days running round and round like a crazy lady by myself Jesus came to me and told me these words (If they could hurt you, it would have already been done) I almost hit my knees, his love for me was so Powerfully Overwhelming that it consumed me, and then just that fast he was gone.I hold this experience close to my heart and it brings me much joy amidst this horrible story that became my life for a period of time and caused me so much grief and loss.
I thank you for reading my story; I pray others can find hope and understanding from my lessons learned the hard way.
Please learn from my mistakes and seek a closer walk with Jesus and avoid everything else you will find in the world disguised as spirituality.The only spirit worth following is your Lord and Saviour all the rest are fallen, imitation, want to be's that will eventually take hold and mess up your entire life and possibly cost you your eternity with your Father and Creator if you don’t in fact wake up soon enough to repent and ask Jesus into your heart and soul.
Do Not be deceived as myself and so many others have been.
May God bless you!
Christina
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If you have a testimony to share please of your own personal experience no matter what it is in relation of how you came to Jesus Christ -PLEASE SHARE IT WITH Lee
This could HELP someone who is desperately seeking help or understanding.
story by Christina August 2020
I was raised, as a small child, in a very strict Baptist home and accepted Jesus Christ as my lord and savior at the tender age of 8.
I was fortunate in that my start in life was pretty stable, living with my aunt and uncle, but things changed shortly after my 8th year and life became hard for me, I moved back in with my mother at the age of 9 my parents were divorced and my mother had remarried a man who was less than fond of me, he seemed to target me with unwarranted punishments daily, he was abusive to my mom and sister as well.
I became withdrawn and despondent and by the age of 12 I had begun seeking approval from people outside of my family because I felt unloved and unseen at home. This of course brought more trouble for me and led me further into my feelings of worthlessness and low self-esteem. By the age of 16 I was married and had a child of my own, my husband not much older than me at 17 had difficulties of his own, rebellions with self esteem issues that caused him to be abusive to us some of the time and by the age of age 26 he and I had three children together and the abuse had escalated to the point where I had to leave with my children for our safety.
It was around this time I began messing with a deck of divination cards. By the time I reached my early 30s I was buying new age books and experimenting with out of body experiences, psychic expansion techniques, and my home began to get visitors.
The books I was reading assured me the visitors where lost souls seeking my help, or souls seeking to help me.
My children began reporting ghosts in their room at night watching them sleep, that soon led to them being harassed at night, entities sitting on their chest and waking in episodes of sleep paralysis, and wicked looking creatures flying over their beds at the night taunting them.
I was working several jobs to support myself and my children I was also attending college so my time was limited, this kept my pursuits to a minimal amount until I was in my mid 40s where I found myself with much free time and my focus became much stronger on these new age activities and studies.
I became a certified Reiki practitioner, I was performing crystal and energy clearings and healings, chakra balancing, meditation practices and studying eastern religion, giving tarot card readings and I was just about to start shamanism training. The whole time thinking I was doing good things and working in tandem with God.
I was so sure he had to be very proud of me.
I filled my home with crystals, incense, sage, a healing table I had 30 plus decks of card and all the tools that correlated with this witchy life style I was living. I began ghost hunting, orb photography and recording EVP sessions in my home and the homes of others in efforts to help myself and my family as well as other people rid themselves of haunting and demonic attacks. Even at one time had a small group of ghost hunters working with me.
In the year 2016 on 11/11 we had a stargate gateway opening that day (per astrology) so I set out to achieve all this "love" and "enlightenment" promised by connecting with this gateway.
Shortly after the time 11:11 Something gave me the idea to go and sun gaze through a blue tigers eye crystal out living room window, I began moving the crystal around like I was unlocking a code of some sort, it was very strange, and soon I felt something cork screw into my left eye, right into the eyeball itself, needless to say this scared the crap out of me and stopped me from continuing this practice any further.
A short period of time after this I had symptoms of Kundalini awakening going on inside of me.
I felt great at first like I was emanating a thousand watts of light from my body. All of my body pains vanished, my life long depression seemed to vanish and I threw away my depression medication, I felt more intelligent (I even became a bit cocky about my new found intelligence) shortly after this, maybe a couple of months later, maybe less, it all went really, really bad I became a T.I. meaning a targeted individual, I had cars following me and cutting off or riding my bumper every time I left my house, my home filled up with dark entities and I was under severe psychic attack. These entities they began messing with my grandchildren when they would come over as I provided care for them daily while their mother worked.
I even saw a police car that appeared to be from the 1930s turn on it’s sirens behind me while driving through town one evening, as though it was attempting to pull me over and then it just vanish. My world became very dark, I saw very large dogs being walked all around town, I had 6-7 helicopters flying over my house daily, I had Emergency Medical Vehicle sirens going past my home repeatedly throughout the day mixed with police sirens (all sounding exactly the same as the last).
I had a squirrel squawking at me for hours on end on the telephone pole out in front of my house, day after day.
I could hear birds chirping (at night) like it were daytime right outside my bedroom window.
I felt electric shock being sent to my heart throughout the night, It felt a bit like you would imagine a cattle prod would feel.
I subsequently starting going into Atrial Fibrillation, something had begun targeting my heart, this resulted in surgery and I still have to take medication to this day to keep my heart in rhythm.
I developed terrible insomnia that somehow affected all three people living in my home. I still suffer this and my husband to this day.
I became acutely aware that this place, we call earth, is not what I thought it was all my life and that I was actually surrounded by evil forces working to do us harm.
I became exhausted and beat down and began to fear of my own husband; I subsequently forced him to move out.
My home came alive with evil that scared me so badly I spent 3 days and nights trying to shut of all power to my home, I attempted to block off all mirrors and TV screens that could possibly lend a passageway into my house, I shut of all the electricity and threw out all batteries, any thing I felt these entities could use to manifest into my home I cut all the coaxial cables in the home. I was convinced something was trying to make my heart go out and kill me.
I proceeded to throw out to the trash about 3/4ths of the things in my home, as they now felt evil and nefarious.
I ran around non-stop with very little food or drink and no sleep until I was just broken and exhausted somehow I managed to drive myself to the Emergency Room and passed out in a hospital bed (I didn't tell them the full story of what was taking place because I knew it sounded completely crazy.. They gave me a few pills for anxiety and sent me home.
I called my husband while at the ER and he came back home, I just couldn't do it all alone anymore I felt like I was dying and I needed help really badly, I needed some sense of reality back in my life before I completely lost my mind. I began hearing very large beings walking on my attic floor above me (not possible as its a crawl space attic) I could also hear creatures clawing and scratching inside of my walls, and at my front door (this too was not physically possible)
As time passed the attacks in my home let up gradually and the gang stalking also let up but I still was getting very little sleep, I looked terrible and felt even worse.
I began a two plus year online search trying to figure out what had happened to me.
New age circles called this a spiritual awakening and indeed my story was very similar to many of their stories, during this time period of time I had also heard rumors of Doreen Virtue having defected from new age and converted over to Christianity a period of time later I actually ran across Doreen Testimony on-line.I was completely shocked at how similar her experience was to mine and I began to realize that all of what was happening to me was a result of my having taken up affiliation with Satan and his band of demons, I had no clue as to what I had been involved with in actuality
I began to realize also the reality of the world I was living in and these beings didn’t want to see me wake up and leave the tight grips of satanic practices I had been fooled into emerging myself in.
I have since cleaned my home free of these demonic tools, decorations, and practices and have turned my whole life over to Jesus Christ I am working hard to get rid of what is left here still causing trouble in my home, my cat gets chased and attacked daily in my home still any loud voices or angry attitude can cause it to start up it’s almost like they feed off of it and sometimes it just happens out of the blue or as a result of some type of exposure I am watching on you tube that they don’t want me know.
The insomnia persists still, going on 4 years now but has gotten quite a bit better most nights, and over time.I still find stuff I need to throw out here and there and I have completely changed my life around, all of this, that has happened to me is my own fault for not having taken the time to read my bible and heeding its warnings against all of this type of activity, in several different passages actually, I had no clue….
I do have a shining gem though from my terrible story, that makes my heart so happy.
When I was here alone those 3 days running round and round like a crazy lady by myself Jesus came to me and told me these words (If they could hurt you, it would have already been done) I almost hit my knees, his love for me was so Powerfully Overwhelming that it consumed me, and then just that fast he was gone.I hold this experience close to my heart and it brings me much joy amidst this horrible story that became my life for a period of time and caused me so much grief and loss.
I thank you for reading my story; I pray others can find hope and understanding from my lessons learned the hard way.
Please learn from my mistakes and seek a closer walk with Jesus and avoid everything else you will find in the world disguised as spirituality.The only spirit worth following is your Lord and Saviour all the rest are fallen, imitation, want to be's that will eventually take hold and mess up your entire life and possibly cost you your eternity with your Father and Creator if you don’t in fact wake up soon enough to repent and ask Jesus into your heart and soul.
Do Not be deceived as myself and so many others have been.
May God bless you!
Christina
_____________________________________________
If you have a testimony to share please of your own personal experience no matter what it is in relation of how you came to Jesus Christ -PLEASE SHARE IT WITH Lee
This could HELP someone who is desperately seeking help or understanding.
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